I cannot endure this pain and anxiety anymore @HealthRanger and my friends @ZGoldenReport please contact me when it’s time to celebrate I just can’t watch any longer, too many tears, my pillow is wet from crying all night, my nose is bleeding and my sight is going really bad, my thirst is unquenchable and I can’t seem to stop drinking water, I put some herbal tea in it, but I just gulp down jug after jug, this is not good, I feel useless in the grand scheme of things